wanted_to_smoke tilt i wanted to smoke i wanted to eat but it's 2am and i'm too sleepy for all that now. maybe i'll... maybe... i feel odd. 060323 ... tilt i want to quit smoking. i want to leave this life. i don't belong here. or maybe i do. i don't know. i hate myself like this. i want you back. 060326 ... tilt i had a smoke. talked to you. i feel much better now. 060326 what's it to you? who go blather from