tuesday_night
Bespeckled
Sitting
half
curled
up
at
my
desk
, glancing
at
Conan
on
tv
.
I
called
your
cell
phone
twice
and
you
didn't
answer
. (
It's
probably
off
.)
(
You're
probably
asleep
.)
I
haven't
talked
to
you
today
,
you
haven't
called
me
,
I've
received
no
Tuesday
proof
that
you
even
love
me
today
.
But
I
feel
beautiful
.
I
feel
peace
as
I
think
about
you
tonight
.
I
do
not
worry
about
where
you
have
been
or
who
you
have
been
with
,
what
you
have
seen
or
what
you
have
done
.
I
think
instead
of
memories
- fuzzy watercolors
of
us
together
on
soft
white
sheets
,
your
clean
shaggy
hair
brushing
against
my
cheek,
and
your
strong
dependable
arms
circling
around
my
waste
.
I
am
so
peaceful
and
content
at
the
thought
of
you
,
a
feeling
only
surpassed
by
your
presence
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from