toxic scarlett my parents 011114 ... guitar_freak whiskey beer wine weed meth cigarettes heroin coke acid PCP rum eph dex codiene morphine sudafed cough syrup X FUCK ALL OF IT JUST GO AWAY 011114 ... nr what if you can never get what you want because your wants are toxic? i wonder if it's ever completely possible to change something like that. 160325 ... jane removing these people from my life... 160325 ... nr you might be you'd never admit that you might be you'd probably say that i might be so i think you are 220725 ... nr what if someone has 85% percent goodness and 15% toxicity? then what? 220725 ... nr "we were having such a fun day! how could you ruin that by asking me an innocent question i will hear as something different and escalate and blame to the point where it'll take hours to address my reaction and leave everyone wounded?" (how could i ruin the superficiality we manage so well?) 220911 ... tender_square "toxic" is the word de jour, everyone's slinging it. a convenient catch-all to say "i don't like what you're doing" or "i don't like the way you've been treating me." lately, i've heard the term flung by people who are mentally ill towards those who are not. these folks, in their illnesses, are behaving abusively and projecting that abuse onto others when they don't get what they want. it feels like it's deployed to shut people down, to cut people off, to ensure fallout of conflict continues unabated. 230212 what's it to you? who go blather from