this_is_your_time this should be rillian what do we all really want? is it recognition? is it love? is it confirmation from others that we are human? that we are all in this world together? i want to be available. i want to confirm humanity in another person. what else is there? it seems so tragic. like magic. perhaps it's the ultimate form of love. no one really ever wants to die, but if we do, we simply let it happen because it's the next thing to do. we do things, like work and play, and one day in the future ahead it will be the day we die. so what? i want to know what death is. what's next? what is there? i want to know where i was before i came here. will i go back to that place? will i go on to somewhere else? am i just energy? or am i more? you are a child. you are full of questions. you desire. you want. you will discover who you are. you will laugh. you will be happy. this is it. this is your life. 031231 what's it to you? who go blather from