the_smell_of_pot
raze
i
mistake
it
for
essence
of
skunk
more
often
now
than
i
ever
did
when
i
was
the
source
of
the
smell
.
not
that
i
brought
it
with
me
anywhere
anyone
would
have
noticed
it
.
i
did
most
of
my
smoking
at
home
.
sometimes
someone
else's.
usually
my
own
.
a
small
fan
that
did
nothing
to
dull
the
humidity
aimed
at
my
face
.
never
naked
.
not
even
when
i
wanted
to
be
.
once
i
sat
in
jesse's
car
and
he
rolled
down
the
windows
and
gunned
it
so
the
wind
would
whip
the
stink
from
our
clothes
.
by
the
time
he
dropped
me
off
my
hair
was
a
mess
and
the
only
fragrance
my
snout
could
spot
was
the
tang
of
a
night
i
thought
might
never
end
.
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