the_morning_i_saw_flames this should be rillian when it is that i have such bad news to tell you, it sits in my chest like fire. i drink gasoline in a frenzied effort to extinguish the flames, but alas, my soul explodes. if something is out of my control, i hope you can understand. how can one put a plant in the ground that has been crushed? is my sorrow a flower or is it a repulsion you turn away from? there are things that happen that will put one into shock. i see you in your innocence. i watch the country we live in burn. will anything come from the ash? 030822 ... nomme the_fire_within in your_eyes i_know morning 030824 ... shadow le crowl i look in the mirror to avoid my eyes. i can't look at myself because i will see too many others. 031011 ... crOwl rillian beholding the carthaus. 040325 what's it to you? who go blather from