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no reason last night i had a dream in which i met someone likeable and interesting, and we got along well, and it excited me. i was disappointed when i woke up to find out this person was only a detailed creation of my brain, and oddly, i have a wistful feeling today, like i miss him and really want to talk to him.

i wonder if he, or someone like him, exists in reality.
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nr i had another dream like this last night, where i was involved with someone who i connected with, and it felt emotionally intimate. we kept having these nice, fulfilling little moments to ourselves; for some reason we were trying to keep things under wraps, because he had some kind of other identity to others, maybe? like we were part of a film and people only knew his character name. i think i was calling him "jack" in front of other people, but that wasn't his real name, and i don't know what was.

near the end of the dream, he had disappeared or something, and we were trying to gather info on him. i remember saying his email address was just "buzz ;".

when i woke up i didn't even remember this person's face. but their email address is pretty unique.
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