starting_over
blamethesky
i
have
so
much
to
do
before
i
move
.
020720
...
artnerd
to
begin
again
,
i
haven't
blathed
in
over
a
year
and
a
half
,
and
i'm
back
in
houston
learning
what
life
is
like
i
do
every
summer
.
making
short
drives
up
the
westheimer
strip
down
through
the
montrose
as
i
watch
handsome
gay
men
with
toned
bodies
hold
hands
or
lesbians
making
out
on
the
streetcorners.
at
night
we
crawl
out
from
every
corner
that
kept
us
in
during
the
day
like
cockroaches
searching
for
their
feast
,
and
we
are
here
to
serve
ourselves
, gluttounous
on
the
night
life
of
clubs
and
coffee
shops, littered
and
peppered throughout
the
cheap
comforting
halo
of
the
neon
lights
,
fed
by
the
devilsh
sounds
of
sirens
and
overpowering frequencies
020720
...
little wonder
college
needs
to
fix
me
.
020720
...
shaihulud
more
like
"
back
to
the
drawing
board
"
020721
...
little wonder
it's
not
working
.
040414
...
rubydee
learning
these
same_old_lessons
about
fair_weather_friends
when
chronic_illness
comes
knocking
that
dreadful october_slide
falling_down
all
over
the
place
and
everyone_goes_away
leaving
me
with
this
eternal_bellyache
and
soul_full_of_sadness
not
sure
why
I
thought
it
might
be
different
this
time
forever_hopeful, forever_disappointed
241027
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
