retrospectives Joana. My battle is of shame My glories renamed In this reign of mediocrity The concepts remain Stinging and teasing The self-doubting brain I cannot live this story Surrounded by lifeless results Sown by Death and disillusion In cycles, intertwined The must is of change Of victories regained Through strength and will The callings of my soul. 020714 ... Dane Constant revision assures constant vigilance. But is the longing look back accurate? Am I defending against things that I thought I did wrong, but in fact were of little consequence? Perhaps the people who disregard history are the smart ones - emotionally efficient. 020715 what's it to you? who go blather from