recipe
raze
she
says
to
come
by
the
house
when
we're
finished
with
our
walk
.
red
brick
.
just
a
few
blocks
from
where
we
used
to
live
before
avarice
and
indifference
forced
us
to
move
a
mile
away
.
the
family
dog
is
on
the
porch
. shepherd
with
butcher's
blood
.
she's
known
me
for
two
years
.
she
smiled
at
me
while
my
fingers
kneaded
her
fur fifteen
minutes
ago
.
she
isn't
smiling
now
.
she
barks
louder
than
a
circular
saw
and
charges.
the
only
thing
that
saves
me
from
being
mauled
is
the
instinct
to
turn
and
shield
my
hands
and
face
.
my
fear
reminds
her
i'm
a
friend
.
not
a
threat.
she
whines
and
paws
at
me
like
she's
trying
to
apologize.
the
closest
thing
she
has
to
a
mother
now
hands
me
a
recipe
for
ginger
cookies
written
in
block
letters
on
stationary pockmarked
with
pink
flowers
.
she
laughs
and
says
, "
she's
a
good
alarm
clock
."
my
left
ear
won't
be
right
for
the
rest
of
the
day
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from