portrait_of_rust
skinny
the
meanings
of
your
words
ripped
straight
from
a
dictionary
the
way
your
thoughts
coagulate
but
never
burst
free
,
watching
your
face
like
watching
old
men
burst
arteries
the
color
of
the
makeup
and
the
clothes
that
match
your
personality
,
thoughts
spill
and
cheaks
fill
with
poison
red
ink
...
a
friendly
left
handshake
and
it
all
just
feels
the
same
when
i
turn
invisible
your
bodies
pass
right
through
me
stepping
sideways
on
the
pavement
to
avoid
my
aweful
fate
i
mean
hell
is
what
you
make
it
but
what
would
make
those
aweful
words
think
inside
a
snake
...?
i
got
the
key
i
can
let
myself
out
of
this
rusty cage
but
i've
been
gnawing
on
the
bars
so
angry
and
restrained...
050317
...
unhinged
rust_is_just_the_metal_weeping (
blue
)
everyone_is_here
martyr
feigning_innocence
you_are_a_stone_on_my_chest
self_disgust (
blue
)
050319
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from