nephews
mon i love my nephews 040228
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monee i don't see them enough.

it's been a cupla months,
yet they live in town.


how can it be i haven't seen them?



the last time i saw them we played.

the last time i i didn't go

my oldest nephew cried "where is she".

when i heard that i cried.
and i started thinking more
about why i need to live.


they need me in their lives.
and i need them.
041218
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monee they're on their way to visit today 041219
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monee we played and played and played
it was fun, but exhausting
041219
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.nom i rang their number
the oldest answered
"i'm sick" he said "i've got a fever"
"i know" i said "i heard"
050124
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mon uow i'm breaking my heart, i'm sorry 050223
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mon uow "it's gonna be okay" 050415
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nom haven't visited with since the summer
since before i went to vancouver last

i wanted to see them before i left again


we got their pictures in the mail today
they looked so old
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