lies_you_tell_yourself Soma Something always happens. I am not a priority. everyone always leaves. I attract chaos. How do I know I was right? [ [ What if — I made the wrong choice ] ] ?? Am I choosing to ignore signs. I'm ???wrong. !!! More effort, more loss. !!! (Nobody ever understands} I don't understand. You child. My brain is too simple. { I am alone } I am annoying. People must hate me. - - - I missed something. It's my fault. I should have known better. I could have done better. Why am I not better? I need to learn. Why bother trying? - - - It's (you're) not worth it. 240519 ... raze everything_happens_for_a_reason. nothing_is_wrong. i_feel_no_pain. 240519 ... warmthofrelease All_the_time_in_the_world I_will It_matters First_thing_in_the_morning 240519 ... Soma I will do it later! 241118 ... ovenbird It wasn't that bad. 260927 what's it to you? who go blather from