im_insane
skinny if someone asked me if i was insane, by their standards

i would be lieing if i said no.
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mon uow how's the rain in sane? 050320
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mon uow 'blame it on the rain'? 050320
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skinny see: dreams 050320
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mon uow i'm thinking myself to death 050320
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unhinged i can't sleep
i can't stay sober
i can't eat
i can't stop myself from thinking circles around the things that make me so sad i don't ever want to wake up again
i can't focus on school
i can't talk to people
i can't smile
i can't laugh
i can't get my heart to stop palpitating
and i just recently was able to stop the flood of tears that took a week to go away, but it's still there too disturbingly close to the surface
i can't distract myself from it

i'm crazy again
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