if_you_knew the swinger of birches if you knew how much i think about you i think you would feel guilty that you don't think about me more often or maybe you do, you're just scared to let me know because you don't want to lead me on when you already have her. i think that if you knew how much i think about you you would feel guilty because you don't like me as much as i like you and i think that if you knew, things wouldn't be so difficult because we could be honest instead of hiding our hands behind our backs and i wouldn't have to pretend you're in the bed beside me when i sleep at night and i wouldn't have to fake my orgasm and i wouldn't have to listen to the silence as i drive at night i wouldn't have to hear the wind moan or my stomach growl i wouldn't have to wonder how long i would be waiting for you to return. if you knew how much i think about you i think you would come home. 021202 ... annabegan how much this really could be... you'd dig a hole as deep as the core of the earth and hide from me forever. 021202 ... auburn If you knew the type of blue skies that made me think of you... If you knew the constellation that I've declared yours... If you knew the songs that I can't listen to because they remind me of you... If you knew the dizzy feeling I get reading you... If you knew the fear I have of losing you... You'd know that I might love you. 090524 ... auburn that I love you would you stay? 090907 ... unhinged jeff_buckley i sang on your voicemail 090908 what's it to you? who go blather from