i_saw_a_picture n o m i was in sao_paulo a few days later googling about the abusive 'shaman' when i found a picture a news story talking about someone i had just met and how they had just died it showed him dead in the maloca it showed him dead and the image is still in my head i was going to add him on fb that day before i read the news 121201 ... unhinged from the day i made you dinner and told you i was moving to seattle we went down to the southside to my friend's open house at his makerspace then i made you take me to the bar with the photobooth just so we could take pictures you kept one strip of them on your fridge one of the last times mark was over before i left he looked at it and said 'you look so happy in these it makes me so sad' it was our puppy_love new silly exciting i keep mine in my copy of pablo_neruda that i still can't bear to read i wonder where you put yours 121202 what's it to you? who go blather from