i_pray_to_god
cr0wl
i
can
be
the
man
my
dog
thinks
i
am
.
090327
...
cr0wl
my
humblest gratitiude
101118
...
raze
i
used
to
,
though
i'm
not
sure
i
ever
believed
he
or
she
or
it
was
really
there
.
none
of
my
prayers
were
answered
.
and
they
weren't
anything
outlandish
.
just
simple
things
.
like
, "
please
make
my
mother
and
my
stepfather
and
his
extended
family
stop
stomping
on
my
soul
every
day
of
my
life
and
telling
me
i'm
the
ugliest
most
unloveable
thing
to
have
ever
lived
."
or
, "
please
let
me
get
some
uninterrupted
sleep
tonight
."
now
i
pray
to
an
animal
i
loved
and
went
on
loving
long
after
her
heart
stopped
beating
.
she
was
small
enough
to
slip
into
my
coat
pocket
.
not
that
she
ever
did
.
but
she
could
have
if
she
wanted
to
.
she
did
more
for
me
in
a
little
less
than
two
years
than
god
has
in
more
than
forty
.
if
there
is
an
afterlife
,
and
if
i'm
called
upon
to
speak
my
truth
when
i
get
there
,
i'll
say
that
to
anyone
who's
around
to
hear
it
.
and
i'll
go
on
saying
it
until
they
send
me
straight
to
hell
.
251203
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who
go
blather
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