i_don't_miss_that nr it took much longer than i'd hoped to have you leave my brain for more than a day at a time, but it took less time than i'd anticipated. you were in my dream last night. i had some sort of relationship or connection with you, but i was unsure about it. we were on an outdoor excursion with a group of people. you weren't around; i wanted to find you but didn't know how you were feeling or if you wanted to be found. i wanted you to want me to find you. i texted you asking where you were. eventually you texted back saying you were "in the office." i was confused about you having an office where we were. but i found the office, and there were three people chatting around a table, none of them you. there was an unsettled unsettled sense of longing that plagued my subconscious throughout, and it always takes awhile to go away. 250606 ... nr yes, unsettled TWICE. 250606 what's it to you? who go blather from