gave_the_illusion_of_enjoying_it frAnk we ate last night at opaline, the cafe named for the color of oscare wide's favorite libation, absinthe. maris brought emma and unfortunately it's not the place 2 year-olds want to be at. wine and food. definately the best part of being a grown-up. 021117 ... frAnk that's oscar wilde, not oscare wide. 021117 ... unhinged but you always know when i am faking it. i closed my eyes so you couldn't see in, so the tears wouldn't pour out and i felt your heavy shoe kick my foot. i looked up and you were looking at me in a question that i couldn't answer. i still wanted everything to be an illusion for you. but we are more similiar than you will ever know. you with your pills, me with my smoke. 021117 ... blather spell check that's definitely, not definately. 021117 what's it to you? who go blather from