darkest_dreaming
raze
i
know
i
heard
this
first
in
the
brick
box
i
called
mine
when
i
was
fifteen
and
full
of
fear
.
but
the
memory
that
endures
is
of
letting
it
wash
over
me
after
everyone
above
ground
was
asleep
in
my
mother's
house
.
a
voice
that
had
already
carried
me
through
so
much
sang
: "
stay
tonight
.
we'll
watch
the
full_moon
rising
.
hold_on
tight.
the
sky
is
breaking
."
and
i
felt
what
i
couldn't
see
fracture
between
my
fingers
like
the
bones
of
some
brittle
god
,
his
belly
bloated
with
unanswered
prayers
.
i
never
thought
i'd
know
another
soul
who
would
be
awake
enough
to
hear
this
song
speak
to
them
the
way
it
spoke
to
me
all
those
years
ago
.
the
way
it
speaks
to
me
still
.
now
we
dig
into
darkness
together
and
make
a
meal
of
the
mud
that
binds
us
.
if
this
is
a
dream
,
it's
one
i
wish
to
never
wake
from
.
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