couldn't_drag_me_away bijou there is this song, it's like sad and romantic about summer and love and etc. jets_to_brazil #5 on 4cornerednight. it's not even that great of a song. but it's the kind that puts so many pictures in my head, means so many different things to me. i was listening to it while riding in a rental car on the way to san jose, costa rica, to catch a plane home at the end of our trip. whenever i hear it, i picture the palm orchards and cattle fields fenced off by white trees tied with barbed wire, framed between the black volcanic mountains and the ocean. the song makes me think that there could really be someone else out there for me. it is actually the only thing in this world that gives me hope that there is life after josh. i heard this song today just to remind me. but then, standing at the register at work, i just have to hear the rolling stones' wild_horses over the crackling speakers. that song, and every other song like it, makes me think that there are people in the world like me, that no matter how stupid it is, no matter how hopeless and pointless it is, no matter what he does or how mean he can be, wild horses couldn't drag me away. 020604 what's it to you? who go blather from