binder
epitome of incomprehensibility
Choir
starts
up
again
tomorrow
and
I
couldn't
find
my
black
music
binder.
Worried
,
I
searched
my
bookshelves
, tabletop surfaces,
and
the
dusty
underside
of
the
couch
.
...
Turns
out
I
didn't
even
need
to
look
.
Along
with
last
term's
music
,
it
was
handed
to
the
choir
secretary
to
keep
over
vacation
.
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...
raze
it's
always
the
same
one
i've
got
with
me
in
dreams
:
a
black
five
star
binder
with
a
zipper
.
i
can
almost
never
find
what
i
need
between
its
dividers.
on
those
rare
occasions
when
i
have
a
few
sheets
of
unused
lined
paper
to
work
with
,
i
either
can't
see
what's
written
on
the
chalkboard
,
or
the
lesson
is
lost
on
me
.
funny
how
some
objects
you
never
thought
much
about
when
they
were
mainstays
in
your
waking_life
become
touchstones
and
would
-be
talismans
for
your
sleep
-soaked
mind
to
chew
on
decades
down
the
line
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from