aspiration flux now how did this word happen? "to breathe is to desire, to desire is to breathe.." silly, silly.. 040116 ... kyla "Let us do as you say, Socrates." 040117 ... raze it figures that the last bite of the apple would be what did me in. not even the flesh of the thing. the juice. down the wrong pipe. cough choke gasp. and though this has happened a hundred times before or more, i wasn't as weak then as i am now. it worries me. the way everything does these days. maybe my lungs won't be resilient enough to forget the flavour of what's already left them. if i wake one of these nights or self-made mornings to find all the air has left me and my voice is nothing but a breathless croak, at least i'll know why. 230227 what's it to you? who go blather from