a_day_in_the_night slothisily I never thought I would see the day I never thought I would hear the sound of you breathing soft breath close to me Oh I never thought I pushed you away I pushed and I pushed and you were so far so far like a ship in the sea I could see you I could see you but you weren't anywhere near I never thought I would feel your face or whisper in your ear and I never thought that it would be you I told myself I talked to myself I told myself it wasn't you I wanted I told myself I would be okay a dull fear a dull pain shutting you out shutting me out shutting I never thought anyone could like me Sleeping less not sleeping it can't be real your eyes are normal I never thought I could be so confused I'm so happy I'm so happy I can't stop shaking I'm so happy (I hope I hope I hope I hope that I may be wrong I may still be wrong I'm so happy I'm so confused I never thought it could be this hard I hope I am wrong) I want to be happy 040419 what's it to you? who go blather from