trying
silentbob I'm not trying to hear that. 050120
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n o m not to be sad, get on with my day, just feel a little crushed, and not in a good way 110319
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unhinged not to communicate with you


you've finally gotten the point
and the bigger part of me is relieved
to be alone



but don't get me wrong
i miss you
i love you

i always will
110321
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lostgirl because i promised you this one thing. 110322
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unhinged last night
i was sitting at home alone
talking to myself
like you were here


(the conversation we should have had
should have)
and then you
texted me


about how you were sorry



and i couldn't sleep
i tried not to respond
and when i finally crawled out of bed
after a few fitful hours
i responded

because i'm sorry too
about how much i miss you
that i never really got to say goodbye
110510
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from