someday
jennifer I do know.
I understand.
but it doesn't mean I want it any less.
I know someday
or never

it's fate
predetermined
but I trust you
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lotuseater i hope someday this makes sense. 030604
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nom indefinite 060211
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nom someday i'll meet someone who won't forget me 060815
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nom two weeks later an invitation
to see him in september
but i couldn't go

so i_said_bye
oh ps thanks anyway

and he replied
something next summer

and i watched the leaves
falling today and
i said_bye
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raze would you believe this is the sugar ray song that creeps into my head at random moments? maybe my misfiring mind is inventing a depth that was never really there, but i picture ethan hawke's doppelganger looking weary and scraped-out in the music video, a man mourning the loss of a life he isn't anywhere near old enough to have finished living.

"someway
when the sun begins to shine
i hear a song from another time
and fade away"

just close your eyes, and i'll take you there.
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