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silentbob remember aunts

and uncles for that matter.
I have one uncle who has died. I have something like ten aunts and uncles. Literally. The uncle who died was my uncle jerry, my mother's brother. he was the oldest. he had some form of cancer. he was pretty old, so i reckon he filled up his life with tv's and old cars. I was the pallbearer at his funeral, which was on April 20, 1999. The same day as the columbine school shootings.
My uncle jerry was buried a catholic and since i was part of the funeral party, i had to go up and eat the little wafer thing. my mom scolded me later, saying since i wasn't catholic i wasn't supposed to.
But i maybe since i did it and nothing "happened" that reaffirms my lack of faith. or something. to show how trivial tiny religious rituals are.

whatever. nevermind.
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