somebody perception? 020410
silentbob 020410
piercedjenny There is this perception that I am strong and willful
That I stare fear in the eye and don't back down.
This perception is flawed.
I stare fear in the eye because I have nothing to lose.
My best friend is in a coma, fighting to live
previously alienated by me when I refused to see his imperfections and help him cope with reality.
Perception is that I was being strong and giving him "tough love"
Reality is that I couldn't deal with him in that way.

I hate perception...
because I realize that I wish I perceived myself the way other people do
no reason when the people hold dearest don't think of you as highly, it's hard not to alter your own perceptions of yourself 120216
thats the people YOU hold dearest 120216
what's it to you?
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