i_fell star* liquid brown, framed with white above them, new york is orange tonight thinness masked with swirling denim and the limbs, i fell in them holding together the silent words moving without a thought to the world leaving when dark settled in again thoughts of events soon to happen 010131 ... fallen . 010201 ... silentbob i fall harder 010304 ... chanaka i (implying ME, a person identical to me) fell (past tense, implying that the fall has occured already) i did fall. i am fallen. i fell. one of those lovely verbs that doesn't always require a direct object (i fell in WHAT?) i fell into you, and it hurt. ow 010305 ... soia I climbed back up 010305 ... fallen my knees keep getting weak.....unable to hold my weight....i feel like a fallen carytid, crushed under her load....striving to pick it all back up.....only to stay fallen..... 010305 ... only to find that I'd rather not get up again 010918 ... Jarec and then i floated........ 020911 ... distorted tendencies I need to get up.. 021016 ... distorted tendencies Touching you makes me feel alive. Touching you makes me die inside. I wanted you to be mine last night. You had met another girl.. and told me about her. Oh how I cracked inside. But I can't say anything ot you about how I feel. ftf 021017 ... distorted tendencies Why the hell do you have to say "can I keep you?" or "you're mine..".. I hurt, because I fell for you. 021017 what's it to you? who go blather from