embarrassed raze the last time he saw her, she wore a shirt that let him see her arms but not her breasts, and he touched her tattoo without asking first if he could, and she didn't pull away. she started crying when she was talking about something in riddles. he couldn't tell if it was a performance or if she was just reciting accidental poetry with her eyes. he thought of hugging her. he decided it was a bad idea. she found songs to play him and tried to make words for the sounds she wanted to hear in the music they would never make together. she saw a picture of jessica biel on his computer and he knew it was one of those insignificant things he would be embarrassed about for the rest of his life, even after he grew to hate her and didn't care what she saw or what she thought about anything anymore. he never left a picture of jessica biel on his computer for anyone to see again. 131101 what's it to you? who go blather from