you_died raze hours after your heart stopped beating, they brought you back. your obituary had already been written. it was your blind trust that saved you. too dazed to be afraid. too tired to know your own name. you've slimmed down since then. you know you're running out of time. lightning won't strike the same spot twice. pieces of my past fill the trunk of your car. i carry what i can while you decorate my front lawn with the lost children of deciduous trees. your mother hasn't aged a day in twenty years. your basement bedroom has moved to the main floor. there's bottled water on your dresser. the same kind i drink at home. so warm i'm sure you must have boiled it before you brought me here. you show me two small smiling terriers with faces just like yours. you won't wrap your arms around the moment. but you don't want this embrace to end. 230328 what's it to you? who go blather from