witness_to_a_horrible_mess srealisma Thinking negative, are we? It is as it always is. And it isn't. I know what you will do. They are Bigger than Dallas. Think Chicago, and not only Chicago but Chicago and a half! 120113 ... PeeT the_hungry_giant_15 120113 ... unhinged one persons mess is another persons art *shrugs* 120113 ... flux the_russian's_wisdom: "making a mess is an important and time honored part of making art." 140727 ... unhinged i laid in bed and i couldnt move. my heart ached, big fat tears rolled down my cheeks, and for the first time in years the urge to hurt myself threatened to overwhelm me. at the very least, i wanted to ingest something strong enough to make my waking life seem like a dream, something that would dilate my pupils and slow my heart, something to make me forget but the voice in my head was kind, gentle, reasonable for once. 'you don't want to do that. just wait. just breathe. this will pass.' i still have a big gaping hole in my heart where we used to be, but for now my somewhat insane urge to rip it wider has left me. 140728 ... kevin nice work nicole 140728 ... gja Making sausages 140728 what's it to you? who go blather from