why_i_do_what_i_do TsunamiSunrise I swear, it would have worked, I don't know why it didn't. They act so perfectly together. She told me she'd say no, but I thought she was saving face. Had I truly known, I never would have convinced you otherwise, please understand this. 021107 ... raze because it's a reason to get out of bed in the morning. because it gives me structure. because it lets me know my heart still works. even when it's broken. because i've painted myself into a corner and every window is a wall. because need is a net you walk into willingly when everything you thought you could hold onto turns to dust in your hands. because if i_am_a_tree, i am also my_own_oxygen. because the sun sets twice in the time it takes a day to die: first when you see it slide out of the sky, and then again when you close your eyes and what_little_light is left leaves you. because i don't have a choice. and if i did, this is still what i would choose to do. 251227 what's it to you? who go blather from