useless_and_sleepless the fire inside it's 1:28 am and i'm still on blather. trying to find some meaning. if i try to sleep i'll think of something profound to blathe and i'll have to get up again. my plan is to fall asleep at the computer so i can then immediately write the idea once it comes. and of course it will. it's just a matter_of_time. any moment now. my life seems so.......uneventful. she's so far away, and she's constantly asking the questions. the ones you don't want to answer. why? i don't know. do i need a reason? isn't it enough that i love you? i don't think our relationship is going to work. i'll try but i don't have high hopes. mmmmm....... still waiting for profound insight...... maybe not tonight...... 040923 what's it to you? who go blather from