throw_it_away lostgirl blindly falling backwards entertaining fleeting considerations that even if my hands could reach something anything that it wouldn't matter anyway 110322 ... unhinged i vacillate part of me wants to destroy any memory of you part of me wants to hold on (that is why there is a box of things in a cupboard that i never go) that is why i leave the present you got me on my altar a reminder to be more careful with my heart 110322 ... karasu akai an old photograph, beginning to fade i would if i could, but i know that i can't ( a_photograph_of_you ) 110323 what's it to you? who go blather from