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something
in
this
unassuming sonic
stew
will
always
make
me
think
of
you
.
it's
not
the
strange
synthetic
sigh
she's
threaded
through
it
all
and
buried
in
the
mix.
it's
not
whatever
archaic
keyboard
she's
turned
to
for
a
stale
string
sound
that
isn't
even
trying
to
rub
shoulders
with
what's
real
.
it's
not
the
narrow bandwidth
of
her
voice
or
the
thick
hiss
that
holds
it
.
it's
not
the
way
the
song
feels
like
filler
on
first
blush
but
keeps
a
straight
razor
tucked
between
its
teeth
and
cuts
me
open
when
i
least
expect
it
to
.
maybe
it's
just
the
way
it's
brave
enough
to
be
beautiful
when
the
thin
gruel
of
its
groan
shouldn't
amount
to
much
.
it
gives
me
time
to
learn
to
love
it
and
fades
away
when
i
want
it
to
stay
.
maybe
that's
all
there
is
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from