tessa
unhinged i haven't had that much fun with a stranger in a long time

i should have given you my number
150921
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unhinged i ran into again last week on the bus. you were wearing the same red sunglasses at night, but you were with some boy. i only noticed because the two of you moved seats on the bus.

i called out 'tessa!' in a sufficiently loud manner. i had been hoping and wishing to see you again. you didn't respond. you were busy talking, interacting with that boy. i didn't bother to draw attention to myself. my stop was coming up.



maybe you really didn't hear me. maybe you were in your own little bus bubble. maybe you didn't recognize me. maybe that boy is your boyfriend. maybe you are more of a hipster than you seemed the night we met. maybe i didn't draw attention to myself because all my subconscious issues with women were playing themselves out in my silence.


maybe i will run into you again soon and that boy won't be with you.
151006
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