terror_and_understanding zedel It can't fix anything. I see that now. This cannot solve my problems. This is not an insurance policy. There is no guarantee. It could bring happiness, laughter, beauty. It could bring frustration and heartbreak. If i start to feel myself losing my mind i can't turn to him expecting him to help me. To save me. All i can ask is company on the journey. 090922 what's it to you? who go blather from