stupid_old_me miasma Why is it that I am so happy all of a sudden? It really makes me want to kick myself in the chest, the way I’m humming the song I was indulging my depression in about fifteen minutes ago, but with a trill in my voice...and all this sunshine, all of a sudden because I just talked to you. I know I'm a fool, but I'm just damned happy. I'm a crackhead and doomed for busting my heart open on the concrete again and again but I can't help it, you just make me happy. Its as simple as that, and it makes me wonder how one single person can control me like this without even knowing. Damn. Oh well. If this is the way its going to be, I might as well enjoy the ups while I can, 'cause the downs are pretty darn low. 040322 what's it to you? who go blather from