solidified unhinged that's how i like my plans to be and they aren't i've spent the past hour a neurotic fool and will spend the next two the same way. he better call.... 010406 ... spinnit no joke, loc the waiting, constanting watching for that moment when it finally WILL BE, to see the bubbles rise to the surface in the required rolling boil. and know. until then I'll dip down a few times, maybe curse it all, and pretend that I'm not a dreamer. I won't say it, not yet. I never realized I was this afraid. 010624 what's it to you? who go blather from