please_come_home
raze
you
drive
off
in
search
of
the
source
of
the
sound
that's
torn
this
dying
day
in
two
.
a
trip
that
should
take
five
minutes
puts
on
weight
until
it's
ten
times
its
intended
size
.
your
cell
phone
is
charging
in
the
dish
rack.
i
start
imagining
all
the
ways
this
could
have
gone
wrong
.
i
picture
myself
prodding
the
police
for
information
about
an
accident
involving
anyone
who
might
match
your
description
.
or
hunting
for
the
last
of
you
in
the
hospital
where
your
father
died
of
a
broken
hip
.
or
setting
out
on
foot
to
scream
at
a
sky
studded
with
stars
.
i
don't
pray
to
the
god
i
don't
believe
in
anymore
.
i
just
say
, "
please
come
home
."
and
when
i've
said
it
so
many
times
that
the
words
have
lost
their
shape
and
become
an
anguished
invocation
,
you
answer
the
call
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from