never's_just_the_echo_of_forever
raze kris kristofferson died the other day. when i think of him, none of his famous songs come to mind. i see him first as a series of fictional characters who felt as flawed and real on the screen as he was in life, in movies as disparate as "bring me the head of alfredo garcia", "a star is born", and "limbo". i see his foreword to charlie louvin's memoir. more heart in one page of words than most whole books manage to manufacture. i see him wrapping one arm around sinead o'connor when she was booed off the stage at a bob_dylan tribute concert weeks after tearing a picture of the pope in half on "saturday night live". and the song that plays on a loop in my mind isn't "help me make it through the night" or "sunday mornin' comin' down". it's "please don't tell me how the story ends" — a duet recorded with rita coolidge when their marriage was collapsing. "see the way our shadows come together," they sing. "softer than your fingers on my skin." it's the "softer" that gets me. the way he climbs to the top of his range to get to a note he isn't even sure he can reach. the risk and the grit in that. the humanity of the man contained in a single word split in two. 240930
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