mother_me
raze
this
could
have
been
my
second
mother
:
the_smell_of_pot
and
fried
chicken
.
intelligence
without
enough
empathy
to
make
the
math
work
out
.
the
boarded-up
windows
of
a
house
owned
by
nuns.
arguments
and
activism.
blue
jeans
and
a
red
sweater
. ska
music
and
a
roll
top
desk
.
in
my
only
memory
of
her
,
she's
someone
else
.
fading
from
a
foam
rubber
mattress
on
the
floor
,
i
squint
to
see
her
smiling
face
in
near
-darkness
and
find
long
black
hair
where
blonde tresses
should
be
.
her
face
is
not
her
own
.
a_trick_of_the_light
,
or
a
lie
of
the
mind
?
there's
no
way
to
know
.
250122
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from