jen raze where did i walk with you in winter? i remember the coat i hated and the part in my hair, straight down the_middle. i remember loving the way you spoke. it was something your voice did to the distance between each word. the way you said my given_name. i remember the jeans i never wore, handed down from your brother. they were too blue. too wide in the waist. i remember the way my mother looked you when she saw your body glowing and swollen with a child not yet born. but i can't remember where we went or why that_day when i wasn't yet my fullest self. 260320 what's it to you? who go blather from