it_feels_like kali i only feel love at the same time as loss. i will like, but nothing more, until there is the threat of loss, at which point i am suddenly smitten and terribly sad at the prospect of losing her. is this normal, or do i have some kind of issue to resolve? 010519 ... soia everything: love/hate, sadness/happiness, and nothing. 010525 ... birdmad hell 010525 ... splinken it feels like cartoon planet. woo-ee! wait. that was "smells like". 010526 ... josie i've emptied these guts out on the platter to be eaten by some half-human, half-praying-mantis. But they're just sitting there, i'm watching them get cold and so, i decide to grow a whole new set of guts instead. But this time they're not for eating. 020825 what's it to you? who go blather from