in_total_response_to_being_alive this should be rillian he woke from a dream that would disturb anyone he told and so he did not tell a soul. "being alive is like this," he thought, remembering that in the dream he was happy when he should not have been. ...when the soul is breathed into the body...when blood is a red river flowing from and to the heart...when the brain treats faithfulness as responsibility...when muscles move us to where we need to go. 040106 ... amy overcoming_duality. i am you and you are me. critics, go away, this is blather. 040106 ... cr0wl now you're talking. 090626 ... unhinged smiling is so much better than frowning 090626 ... PeeT . 120407 what's it to you? who go blather from