in_cleaning bijou i found a picture of _liz sitting in the dust on top of his television. she looked younger, it must have been from at least last year. she was wearing the brown corduroy jacket that she ended up giving to me since she had stopped wearing it. in the background, it looked like the old downtown main street of a small kansas town. she was in a park, sitting on an elephant made of rubber or plastic, attached to the ground in a way that would allow one to rock back and forth on it. her hands were on the metal handles and she was smiling, she was lauging, she looked so pretty sitting there. i wish she was happier now. 041206 what's it to you? who go blather from