i_want_to_love monee i_want_to_live 050101 ... Blood and Roses "but it comes out wrong" 050102 ... . god this is what I want 050103 ... adrien and_be_loved_in_return 050103 ... no reason different than any past reasons i want to love so you won't be hurt 050103 ... The Smithereens " I_want_to_live but i don't belong I want to love but it comes out wrong I close my eyes and i see blood and roses " 050103 ... monee i wonder if i've heard that song before 050103 ... unhinged so badly you can't even know. but it seems like i sabotage myself. like i am always drawn to the hurt broken ones that want to put me in the friend category, while the nice book writing professors with doctoral degrees bore me. there's gotta be a smart person with a wicked streak that wants me so bad it hurts out there somewhere. 090221 ... cr0wl as much as i possibly can. but not from obligation. 090222 ... unhinged but i only seem capable of anger and tears lately 090425 what's it to you? who go blather from