i_am_poison
brother cu i love you though i never told you.
maybe i thought i was being compassionate but really, i was just selfish.
deep inside i thought only of myself and what i wanted and needed at the time. i never admitted this, not even to myself. i let myself get drunk with the idea of you.
you were a victim, true, albeit willing. you knew you had walked into a trap and you had time to flee but you didn't and i devoured you.
and then i spit you out and i never looked back.
you said you loved me for what was worth.
i am so sorry for what is worth.
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