i_am_poison
brother cu
i
love
you
though
i
never
told
you
.
maybe
i
thought
i
was
being
compassionate
but
really
,
i
was
just
selfish
.
deep
inside
i
thought
only
of
myself
and
what
i
wanted
and
needed
at
the
time
.
i
never
admitted
this
,
not
even
to
myself
.
i
let
myself
get
drunk
with
the
idea
of
you
.
you
were
a
victim
,
true
,
albeit
willing.
you
knew
you
had
walked
into
a
trap
and
you
had
time
to
flee
but
you
didn't
and
i
devoured
you
.
and
then
i
spit
you
out
and
i
never
looked
back
.
you
said
you
loved
me
for
what
was
worth
.
i
am
so
sorry
for
what
is
worth
.
140311
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from