how_he_waits belly fire I like the way he tries to look distracted...as if wrapped up in something far too interesting. The pull of his lips...tight but not menacing...they give him away because if I were to black out the rest of his face I would guess he was nervous. And I'm right only because I'm nervous too. He can't see me, he won't look up. No, he'd never do that. But that doesn't matter. It's better really since this way I can study him. And now I know what this face means and I'll recognize it if I ever see it again. This is how he waits. Waits for me. I wonder if he knows that he'll be waiting a long time. 020909 ... bethany now he waits that's all that matters not how just that he's doing the waiting now 020910 what's it to you? who go blather from